so lets do this again

this is more of a lets vent blog so you'll see me on a 1-2 daily basis; k? well i swear since 2nd semester started of last year nothin but bullshit buh i try not to surround myself around it im just not vocal about being anti drama & only time ya'll hear me is when im mad about drama so shove it where the sun dont wanna shine. i really dont like drama, i REALLY do love me some peace time & when drama is up then handle is as a crew not as some here some there, and handle it and through. youfeelme? yessir. buh nowadays bitches be here & there gotta keep track of folks before u watchin your back buh i guess its both. & on top of it these silly geek girls .. lol ill keep it at that baby. & so the drama is in the sky & no i wont be the modest bigger person in this situation caust that aint my job so take it or leave it. :) buh on a real making my life public is my decision not yours. so gettin even mo' raw about mah life im fighting the seperation of my life. (call me dramatic & watch my foot upside ur head) nobody and im tellin u NOBODY know how close i was to you & to see all this just fallin apart before we even started walkin is UNBELIEVABLE .. like some break down shit, so i did just that, broke down. & then on top of that got some trust issues with people. but i feena let that go because i know everyones intentions was the best. & even though folks are opening their mouths i see all the mouth openings (sides from yours - geeky ahaaa) to be positive. like people needin' to fill these folks in about some real down shit; yup that needed to be told. people being talked about behind their backs; yup that had to be told. people being some cold ass bitches; oh thas BET to be told. so really i dont see hard in all this mouth opening just that some people dont want the drama that tags along with stating ur opinion in situations & conversations. open your mouth & you're automatically apart of it. IM SAYING THAT RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW; OPEN YAH MOUTH AT ANY TIME AND MOMENT YOU'VE OFFICIALLY MADE YOU YOURSELF APART OF THE DISCUSSION, SITUATION && TOPIC. so when you get questioned & defensive like "i didnt say shit who the fuck told you?" cause if u notice i dont trip first hand, yaaap! silly girls.. so really thats some of the stuff thats been going down. socially that is. ahaa :) i lost 10lbs. im super happy about that. that speed up the matabolism & i do that tiny work out stuff :) dope.

i took an oath and ima stick it out till the end...
lets see how well u stick to that story..
oh wait you didnt