im still standing.

so things arent QUITE like they use to be. i am not focusing on anyone particular except for those who give me the same. i don't wanna find love but make money. i'll face the music when the choir sings but till then im gonna make money. ive got a job now, & i just finished my training & im still dumb on it but i'll do it, cause i need the job. im determined to start school winter quarter. personal shit is being ugh, but ima live you know? im getting a little rusty on the dancing but i need to get back into it & start dancing again. fill my weeks up. shit get into a dancing class, start doing work hella & making money, go back to school, get myself a car & pay my bills on time. you know? i've got a lot on my plate, but its nothing i can't finish. they say what don't kill you can only make you stronger. i've been doing a whole lot of growing & i've moved forward. i've seen all of ya'll come & all of ya'll go, you can bet your last my head won't hit the floor - im still standing. & ima keep standing. so when it comes to it, don't pitty me or feel bad for me cause its a proven fact brah, no matter what - ima make sure i come out on top.