You're Changing..

i'm sorry i can't adhere to everyones wants and needs. i need to go after what i want & whats gonna change my life. shes the best thing thats came around for awhile & idknow where to place the blame for what happened. i'm mad because i had faith in us, only to know i couldn't have been more wrong. i knew i should have given up on something working out because of your situation & my place in your situation. so why did i push? because you kept on effin' kissing me. you kept' on effin' ending up in bed with me. yet you stood there & said its not meant to be; & im sitting there after all of it looking at you like "what the fuck?" so many times did you remind me of someone..don't tail on peoples affections and emotions for your own reasons, its selfish. but we made it clear that you were selfish to begin with.  so why do i give you all of me? why do i sit around waiting for you to do the same? you give me more than what you give others, so am i suppose to accept that as you giving me something? cause its more than you've ever given anybody else? besides from that one time? yeah i'm the lucky one. cause at the end of today, i was the one who was crying & u were the one who didn't give a shit. so idknow, you do what you do & ima' do what i do. but you need to check your company, cause baby; you're changing.