i guess i deserved that.

after having one of the most awkward moments of my life yesterday when i saw you & then today; it wasn't anything compared to seeing you yesterday but i still didn't wanna. i got them thangs you wanted, now idknow what to do with it because its not gonna work with me so i have to return them & for some reason i feel bad. today i wanted to talk to you but i couldn't, one reason is the obvious & the other is the bullshit. i hate this not being able to be the person i am cause the whole mu'fuckin world misinterprets all the shit i do. (following is to ANYONE) believe me, if i wanted yours i'd go after yours but BELIEVE im not chicken enough to dig like that. i guess todays bullshit i deserved i just hope the awkward bullshit dies down. cause like said either ima be mad quiet or ima spit some shit i shouldn't. & all hell gonna let loose; nah not really but its gonna be some shit. fk...well hey, you looked good.