a change of lifestyle...!

ughh! okay so i've noticed that i have a chain of negative posts on here. but i always feel a need to write the bullshit. buh my life isnt just full of negative. i have a lot of positive just its a matterof the fact that i dont write that cause idk it never feels...just right. when its JUST RIGHT then omg..you'll here from me brah ! :) buh with that being said. girls are bullshit...and yes i know i have drama so do not go ahead & get ahead of yourself. & i know how stupid i sound when i talk about it but damn bring it to me LOGICALLY and then we'll get into it. but really omg...no i dont think anyone understand the stupidity behind a girls logical side of her brain. which is mostly nothing because they're stupid & don't know how to think with facts ; like what my right hand down says "girls act like they're immature they get very insecure when they're under pressure" aka drama which beyond the whole "this bitch" phase makes a whole lot of sense. take the drama that just broke out yesterday @ mah school. "i stood up for myself" no honey ; you challenged them. buh either way ; being eighteen & having LIMITED drama its a beautiful lifestyle. nooo stress except for when i see you which doesnt bother me - as much as a whole damn plate of drama due to the fact that i stay away for my best interest. see i'm growing up :) the throwback homie bubba use to always break that down to me "stop with the drama" i never did understand that - buh now i do. but to the haters ; i appreciate the hate that which you have blessed me with because like my homieeee ! MISTER PAY ; "the hatred will motivate you to change your ways" &&&&& its been the damn truth since then ! & im begining to see the reality of actually having no drama ; of not taking responsibility or caring for ignorant things that high school opens us up to. once again ; girls are stupid. especially the ones that i love too much. & im not talking about who you thinking so shuttt tthe hell uppp! buh to them silly girls. idk grow up. im still growing - im not growin. BEST BELIEVE ; BUH im more grown then you. concrete brah. will continue this topic laterrrr. i think.