"keep yah head up soulja"

ughh...been hearing that STRAIGHT for idk how many years. ever since my sophomore year i swear things been dumpin' left and right - what goes up has def'initley come down - & i'm learning to learn from these mistakes and situations that i have been dealt. for those of you who know me - know that i am not the most religious person in the book. i strongly believe in God, and all of his wonders. But its a miracle the day that you find me in church. but! its not that i love him any less, but i guess his love for me hasn't exactly taken that big toll yet - but i know it will - one day when i'm ready and he knows i'm ready. :)