FINALLY...

this is my time to show what i must have always known ; that nothings impossible - & dreams come true. my dream came...true. tonight was amazing . SIMPLY amazing . ive always had fun out with my girls - but this year theres a new definition to [FRIENDS] theres a new definition to being happy and theres DEFINITLEY a new definition to living [HAPPILY] no one understands this like i do . i miss my old days - i miss my old homies . but...what i've got now is simply - IRREPLACEABLE . & for that i love you.

i lost .

& i don't mind that i did at all .
today was one of THE most interesting days of my life ; BY FAR.

it was on beat too .
[nice & slow - usher]

summerr daysss !

FIRST DATE SEX . ahaa . no i don't get down like that . but trey songz does with his new track which is a cover from jeremiah's new release "birthday sex" . no one got it like jeremiah though . thats such a beautiful name btw .. ne way . TODAY is folklife festival . might hit it up with the fam fam with the baby girl. ive been super tired lately . and just PUMPED for graduation in LESS than a month . its coming TOO fast . time needs to pause and i can just fall back on this bullshit . but im soo excited yet soo scared .. god... could i go crazy anymore? ne way. after graduation im going to ECC raising my GPA cause i know the truth & then im going to Seattle Art Institute on scholarship for Graphic Designing and i am so far, (we'll see in the future) interested in transfering to Washington State University for counseling/psychology degree. that would be such a crazy thing. they have NOTHING to do with each other . but i wanna do EVERYTHING . from SAI to WSU and then i wanna go to california and pursue my future in maybe dancing or just up my skill and dance on the side ? like make it my hobby not my job . shooottt ! theres sooo much that i can do ; i know it. i have confidence . just sometimes my fallbacks go further than i expected ! but this summmmerrrr ! me and my lil sister, right hand & cuddi are gonna go real big . the right hand is going down to california though ! and me, lil sis and cuddi r gna stay up here . ima travel a little this summer i think ; but not for long . im already registered for schooling, and i got a job on the line with a whip from the daddy . i gotta get on that lisc jump off . but its kinda hard to explain - no motivation i guess . i mean in all honesty ; wtf would i be driving ne ways? shiett ... but anywayss .. i feel good i feel alright ... warm summer nights .. !! SUMMERRR DAYSS JUST SITTIN AROUND BUT WHEN THE SUN GOESS DOWNN ILL BE READY TO PARTYYY .. AINT NOTHIN LIKE THOSE SUMMER NIGHTSSS !! woo .. summer of 2009 . is feena be UNFORGETTABLE .

sleeeepyyy...

J.GARCIA, B.STARK & D.THREET
three girls that have kept my head above water, feet on the ground and my divine mind, divine. ive been happier but not lately. so smile better and go faster . life is here for the taking.