for that one person...for that one soulmate..

i've experienced love ; i think . if not i've experienced something so close to it ; it felt like gods arms wrapped around you protecting you from all harm & letting love & warmth just fill our cold hearts with his love and the feeling and reality of being devinely favored .. its amazing. i've exprienced giving one my all .. giving one every drop of you .. love is amazing its been so warm and beautiful to experience even though both times have ended terribly .. listening to [this womans work - maxwell] has brought my mind to such a beautiful place...for the one that i love and loves me back .. gods final draft for me ; oh will i love you soo good...i promise to do my best as your friend, best friend and lover. omg...love just fills me up so high....its amazing....

lemme introduce yah..

to the craziest fools of them all .. ! the first one as we may all know is the beautiful sweetz also known as my baby sister :) (cause you always come buggin' with that birthday difference) ahaa but she acts like my older sister tho . we always be gettin into it ! like all day buh in the morning its all apples & bananas. shes apart of my family practically & im sooo happy to have you back up here :) & to be so close AGAIN lol well before you left . i love you & thank you for everything you have ever done/given/helped me . & this is for the past, present & future...! the second girl is the LOUD ASS SHORTSTACK ; miss breezy s baby ; i love her to death - she'll drive me to hell & back literally - buh ill always be down for her plus shes my cousin ; its inevitable. the third one is my giggles ; also my baby sister. shes THE shit. i love her ; we've helped each other so much this year ; & its been crazy ! like really ; u don't know nothing about mah Morenita ; buh its Juliana. the fourth one is the loud ass tall muthafooka'. shes the sweetest person buh will step real quick . shes on the right track now & im so proud of her lol even though we argue almost once a week ; & we don't understand shit about each others decisions but haters ; its a family love ; & ima be here for you baby girl. these girls man...you dont know about a blessing till you meet these crazies. they keep me sane & on my toes. never lettin' me fall back & screamin riiiighttt! back with my crazy shit :) its crazy & im always on that love love love level && best believe we gonna be together forever :) guhh just had to share this with you cause the days are comin' hard & these girls are just really showing their real colors ; & im seeing them for the angels they really are. its amazing. i love you & i wish you guys nothing but peace, love & serenity in your lives ! have faith in god, love yourself, family & everyone around you & doooo ya school work :) & we gon' see each other on that finish line homie .